It began slowly.
First, her step slowed.
Then, her feet felt heavy, clumsy.
Her black dog, Musti,
watched from the door
as she muttered to herself, cursing herself
mihinkā ihiminen…. Voi Hyvānen aika, aina hukassa
Her memory had begun to fail her.
She misplaced things.
She began repeating herself—
and not the old stories she learned as a young girl
listening to Muori and Faari.
Old Lady Larin once said
that on the longest darkest night of nights
in Talvi Kuu—Winter Month—
one could easily find the beginning of the yarn.
What story had she yet to tell?
She busied herself in her pieni mȍkki, her small cabin.
Pian, Pian green would have its song.
Soon, soon young girls would run out into the nightless night,
trailing white bedsheets, seeking lovers.
Her twisted fingers reached into the back of the cupboard.
She would need her heaviest blankets now.
Her felted boots.
Woolen undershirt.
She pulled out the red socks with the curious markings
that she had knit many years ago
when her fingers, her step, and her laugh were quick.
Now, her eyes only saw what was not done,
what was done wrong.














Oih ihana! Muorit ja Mustit ja villasukat! Ja pullapitko! Kaunista mennyttä aikaa rukitkin nykyään jo ovat. Itse en ole koskaan edes kokeillut kehrätä lankaa. Olisi kiva kyllä oppia.
ReplyDeleteKaunista, kun kuvissa on lunta. ;eillä on täällä Helsingissä aivan lumetonta, ei yhtään lunta! Saisi jo tulla, että maailma näyttäisi valoisemmalta.
Kovia myrskyjä on ollut viime päivinä, sähköt poikki monesta paikasta edelleen, puita kaatunut talojen päälle ja meri tulvinut. Hui, ei kivaa heille, jotka edelleen ilmeisesti oleskelevat kuin menneessä ajassa pelkkien kynttilöiden varassa.
Kiitos Johanna! Hard to believe there is no snow in Helsinki! It would not have seemed like Christmas at all to you! How come there is such strange weather everywhere? Today we have more snow falling and it is so cold but we have had really mild days too! Yesterday was 6 degrees above Celsius! Very strange for here too!
ReplyDeleteKeep warm and cozy! Hope the electricity comes back up soon and the storms go away. All the best for the New Year to you!
Kaunis kertomus ja ihanat kuvat, Katja! All so very beautiful and a little bittersweet.
ReplyDeleteHere in Vancouver we are also having a green and a very wet Christmas, not so unusual, but I do miss the brightness of snow.
Hope you had a lovely Christmas. Happy New Year!
Happy New Year, Marja-Leena!
ReplyDeleteToday it is snowing again! Was just out shovelling our driveway. Love to do that, it is such great exercise!
Yes Christmas was wonderful. Very quiet though as Taina's kids are in Bahrain and her hubby was in Cuba. It was just four of us - Taina, Aiti, Elijah and me. Onnellista Uutta Vuotta!